Your tears tell me everything
But your mouth is shut
Say it
The word goodbye
Tell me clearly so that I can be sure
Tell me more confident so that I know you dont want me any longer
‘I hate you’
You should say that so I understand the pain you just give me
Or ‘go away’
So at least I know what to do
Standing in that road trying to figure it out
Because our farewell seems like illusion to me
Because you just cry and go
A girl Alone in the forest
All the dwarfs has left Died by the aged
An apple in her hand
Poisoned apple, she knew
She can smells it clearly
Given from a very old woman
Once, she met a guy
A prince, very handsome prince from another kingdom
She is happy, undescribable feeling she ever felt
She read that the prince always saves princess, like her
Umm, No, you didnt eat the apple, i cant save you
The prince said. And then go, looking for princess he can saves
Days passed with the cold winter embrace her tighly
Again, She stare at the apple
That poisoned apple
She eat it up, not only a bite, but the whole
She died
And no one ever comeback
But the story is not end up there
She end up meet again with the dwarfs who crawling and cry for her dead
She smiled, i should have eat it sooner
Because sometimes, love is not enough.
‘We accept the love we think we deserve’ they said
You give a lot and a lot of love while you dont take any.
You dont mind at all
Because you gave it unconsciously. unconditionally
But then at some point
When you lie in an empty room, remaining all alone
All of sudden, you felt miserably unwanted.
You too, wanted to be loved
Wanted to be someone’s love ones.
You are tired.
But not tired enough to keep loving them.
You still are in love
No matter how broken you are, how miserable is it to be in one sided love .
Because once you were fallen, you cant merely get up with your broken heart.
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